SO i finally left. i walked out of those hopeless thoughts. but what i want to feel is complete over and done. i guess my friend was right there are some crushes or love ones you will never get over in life. but i feel way better with out you. i mean i don’t regret any of my decisions. im happier this way. things get better in time and i shouldn’t go back to the days i felt down. let me move forward and let the new door open my path down. LET THIS BE CHANGE. LET THIS BE A NEW ME.